i have been living in this darkness for the longest time. i miss a lot in life. i want go out. i want to be free... free from fear. free from this bitterness that cause thorns in my heart... i stabs me every time i remember my sorrows woes, and all the things that i regret on doing.... i want to talk to people i want be me.... i want go with the flow... i want everybody to look up to me... not pity me... i want to be the person that i want myself to be... i don't have dream. i just want to continue in living.... serving my family... finding my purpose... am i really alive... am i really a person... with do i have this gift... a gift the makes me forget everything just for a second... but for an hour and maybe my entire life.... i feel useless, treated useless, taunted of being useless.. I'm tired of there hurtful words... i am a human... i can only absorb this much.... encourage me for GOD'S SAKE.... cant you feel my sadness that binds me on the verge to victory, can you please loosen the chains that impales on the this rock... do you really want mo to move forward? are you an idiot? how can i move forward if you are the ones that hold me back.... FUCK those people!!!
now the time has come to move
now the time has come to face the truth
now is the time
move
go
leave
die
and be free
because every word
and every tear
is just another word
that goes in my ear
pierce through my brain
that emits my legs to move
and walk on my way
to a life i call
fantasy
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