Monday, August 4, 2008

the pain beyond the urge

sleepy but not tired
fatigue attacks my body
i laid back and let time pass
i wish i had happiness
i wish i had you

every girl i see
beauty, grace and elegance
it doesn't satisfy me
i want love, i want you

how huge was it
how fast it was
how intense was it
how mutual it was
still it was all a lie

after joyful encounter
after all the time we shared
after breaths we exchange
i was nothing but a tool

you left with out saying a word
you flew with out waving goodbye
you disappear beyond my sight
you used me, and i fulfill my urge

now i am here again
with a girl i just saw
will she leave me be?
or will she see beyond my purpose?
all my doubt are solved
as soon as the lights go dark....

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